Looking at other peoples deviations gets me down. I feel like a charlatan for putting me stuff up here cos everyone else makes Art and I just do crappily drawn pictures.

Even if I have got slighter better I still don't seen what I've drawn as art and it will probably take twenty to thirty years to get to the level of being mediocre. but it's not just about talent because even if my drawing were drawn well I wouldn't see them as art. Like art implies some kind of deep and heavy meaning behind everything and works as a completed whole and I just draw bad manga cos I like drawing it.